**huggies**
dun cry... there's always light at the other end of the
tunnel....
And hey, you're here, surrounded by ppl who cares.... so you're
not totally alone, yeah?
You won't believe the series of bad luck I've faced since
November. When I attended church recently and the speaker
said, "Some of you are encountering shipwreck after shipwreck after
shipwreck... with no reason at all...", I started to cry and my
Aussie friend sitting beside me commented, "Sounds like he's
talking about you." 
Some days I'm numb, other days I almost break into tears.
This morning, walking home after work, I had to fight to stop
myself from crying. For goodness' sakes... in public!!

Last December, when the bad news all hit hard at the same time,
I took a tram ride to Boxhill, thinking I'll give myself a treat
and have a good time when all of a sudden, out of the blue, tears
started to flow!!
And I was in a crowded tram!!!
So I kept my sunglasses on and quickly
dabbed-dabbed, hoping no one would notice!! 